work work work work work....quite annoying at this point during this glorious summer. Been keeping my mind occupied on preoccupations that happen to be really beneficial to me at the moment. Socialness, funness, happiness, laughing and removing myself from self hatered, anguish, regret, guilt, negativity, and self consiousness have been of the utmost import. if that's a word. and school! I'm doing the school thing.

some work space for painting on a whim will be opening up soon in my room, which at first was a bummer, becuase it means i will no longer have access to a computer i can reach with a rubber arm....and then the thought occured to me that i can now use that desk as a space station; i can have all the usualls set up all the time ready to get fucked with. hooray for that. it's been about three months and i haven't painted a damn thing. jesus weeps. and i'm ready.

here's some bullshit:


excellency in due time.
walks with no feet.
insalubrious, she's mine.

nebulas surrounding wolf walks
no feet skips.
no oh no.

asks
axe

space in your heart
sits alone.

forgiven laughing for love.
admission is easy
speak it loud and proud
wondering why I haven't replied-

chosen the happily lonesome path and friends with you.
left him for sunshine in the grass
rubber soled
thinking about you
it's just a thing
but ohhhhh ohhh...

i haven't looked that way in years.

reaking havoc no more
no more no more


serenity. purposefully unidentifiable- dancing around on the future head.

{see car popsicle}

never looked that way at me ever before

all new and feeling fine.
rewards for the underestimated.
as fine as it could be.

terrifical.